Just Request It

I’m a virgin that has been searching for this girl, and I finally found her in this life time, we went out a couple of times within a couple of weeks and she is exactly the one I’ve been looking for. We have everything and I mean everything in common, and we clicked like crazy like chemistry, but she has a boyfriend she has been going out for a year. She hugged me so intimately, but at the end of the night she tried to kiss me, and i couldn’t because I didn’t want to break that bond between her boyfriend and her. I really love her a lot, and I can’t eat, sleep or stop thinking about her. I’ve been doing things that I hate doing like overtime at work or doing things that I really don’t like doing, but in a way it’s a good thing because I want to do everything for her. I tried calling her last night, but she didn’t call me, and I left a message like I would as a friend would..funny and excited. But I really don’t want to be her friend, but everything for her. I lost 5 pounds …I really can’t stop thinking about her and I hurt so bad inside. Should I confess my love to her? I have so much courage right now to tell her that I love her and all I want to do is just hold her in my arms until I die. I don’t care about sex because to me all it is …is lust. I want to love her soul and be with her. What should I do!!!??